Dale Earnhardt Jr. look out!!! This is me living fearlessly by driving a 600 horsepower race car. What really happened was that I was not fearless, but I felt the fear and did it anyway!!! Last year was the worst year of my life. My 13-year-old son was diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumor and my 10-year-old daughter was diagnosed with a brain syndrome, requiring daily shots. Fear has been an unwelcome guest in our house, and we are learning to put the pedal to the metal and drive right through it!!